By Rundalya
Note: This piece is a fictional narrative inspired by real emotions and experiences, written in a way that aligns with Medium’s guidelines and reflects a unique, raw perspective. Names and details have been changed to protect privacy.
I’ve been in the content creation game long enough to know that authenticity sells. People crave real stories, raw emotions, and unfiltered truths—especially when it comes to relationships. As an OnlyFans model, I’ve built my brand on being unapologetically me, sharing glimpses of my life while keeping it classy and creative. But today, I’m not here to talk about my latest shoot or how I’m hustling to grow my platform. I’m here to tell you about my friend, Mia, and the chaotic, soul-draining relationship she’s stuck in. It’s a story that’s equal parts heartbreaking and infuriating, and it’s got me thinking about love, freedom, and what it really means to live for yourself.
Mia’s been with her boyfriend, Jake, for years. From the outside, they look like any other couple—cute Instagram posts, matching hoodies, the whole vibe. But behind closed doors, it’s a war zone. Jake’s not a bad guy at heart, but he’s drowning in his own insecurities, and Mia’s paying the price. Their fights aren’t just arguments—they’re explosive, furniture-breaking, neighbors-calling-the-cops kind of blowouts. Mia’s told me stories that make my stomach churn: Jake screaming at her for liking a friend’s dance reel on social media, accusing her of “disrespecting” him. Once, she showed up at my place with a bruise on her arm, swearing it was “just a heat-of-the-moment thing.” I wasn’t buying it.
What kills me is that Mia’s no pushover. She’s got this fierce, take-no-crap energy that I’ve always admired. She’s a model too, hustling on her own platform, making her own money. But when it comes to Jake, it’s like she’s trapped in quicksand. The more she tries to pull away, the deeper she sinks. He’s got this hold on her—part guilt, part fear, part “what if I can’t do better?” She’s poured so much into this relationship—time, money, tears—that walking away feels like admitting defeat. And Jake? He’s not exactly making it easy. One minute he’s begging her to stay, promising to change; the next, he’s flipping out because she didn’t cook dinner or because she dared to have a life outside of him.
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I keep asking myself: Why does she stay? Mia’s gorgeous, talented, and driven. She could have anyone—or no one, and still be fine. But love’s messy like that. It’s not just about logic; it’s about the stories we tell ourselves. Mia’s convinced herself that she’s partly to blame for their fights, that if she just tried harder, things would get better. And Jake’s not helping. He’s got this knack for twisting things, making her feel like she’s the problem. It’s textbook manipulation, but when you’re in it, it’s hard to see.
The financial side of their mess is another layer. Mia’s been funneling money into their shared life—paying half the rent, covering bills, even helping Jake with his “business ventures” that never seem to pan out. She’s dropped thousands on him, money she could’ve used to grow her brand or, hell, just treat herself to a vacation. Meanwhile, Jake’s out here acting like she owes him, like her success is somehow his to claim. It’s infuriating to watch. As someone who’s clawed my way to financial independence through content creation, I can’t stand seeing her pour her hard-earned cash into a black hole.
But here’s the kicker: Mia’s not just losing money or time. She’s losing herself. I see it in the way her spark’s dimmed, how she second-guesses every move because Jake’s voice is in her head, criticizing her. She used to be the girl who’d light up a room with her laugh; now, she’s always on edge, waiting for the next fight. And the worst part? She’s starting to believe this is normal, that all relationships are this chaotic. I want to shake her and scream, “This isn’t love—it’s a cage!”
I’ve been there—not in a relationship as toxic as Mia’s, but in situations where I felt stuck, like my life wasn’t my own. For me, breaking free meant focusing on my work, my art, my hustle. Creating content that’s uniquely mine—whether it’s a sultry photoshoot or a candid vlog—gives me a sense of control and purpose. It’s my way of saying, “This is who I am, and no one gets to dim my light.” I wish Mia could find that for herself, whether it’s through her modeling, a new passion, or just the courage to walk away.
Lately, there’s been a glimmer of hope. Mia’s been working on a side project, shooting videos for a new platform Jake’s involved with. It’s not her best work—she admits she’s just going through the motions—but it’s bringing in money. Jake’s even talking about scaling it, bringing in other models, turning it into something big. I’m skeptical, knowing his track record, but Mia’s excited about the potential. For the first time in a while, she’s talking about her own goals, her own freedom. I’m rooting for her, but I’m also worried. If this project ties her even tighter to Jake, it could be another trap.
As I write this, I’m thinking about what freedom means to me. In my natal chart (yeah, I’m that girl who checks her stars), I’ve got a strong need for independence. I thrive when I’m calling the shots, living life on my terms. Mia’s the opposite—she’s got this deep craving for connection, even if it comes at a cost. I get it, but I wish she could see that real love doesn’t suffocate you. It doesn’t make you feel small or scared. It lifts you up, makes you shine brighter.
I don’t have all the answers for Mia, and I can’t force her to leave Jake. All I can do is be there, listen, and remind her who she is when she forgets. I keep telling her: “You’re a badass. You’ve built something amazing with your platform. You don’t need him to shine.” I hope one day she believes it.
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For anyone reading this who’s stuck in a relationship that feels more like a prison than a partnership, let me say this: You deserve better. You deserve to feel safe, valued, and free. It’s not about finding the “perfect” person—it’s about finding peace within yourself. And sometimes, that means walking away, even when it’s scary, even when it feels like you’re losing everything. Because here’s the truth: You’re not losing. You’re reclaiming your life.
As for me, I’m doubling down on my own hustle. I’m dreaming up new content, planning collabs, and maybe even launching a mentorship for aspiring models. I want to build something that’s mine, something that screams “Rundalya” in every frame. And I want Mia to find that for herself too—a life that’s hers, not defined by someone else’s chaos.
Here’s to creating, thriving, and breaking free.
With love,
Rundalya
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